tears

i'm not one with money who can provide worldly goods but i will try to make others happy with my sincere thoughts and this blog is where i express my feelings, happy or sad.

This is the response written by my aunty on fb re: my earlier post "promoter & shopper".

all 3 of us Me, Ayah Cik and Noreen were moved to tears reading your dedication to Noreen. Its not just the beautiful words but more impt is the note of sincerity which means a lot. People may think what is this hu ha over a just small thing but not many people can truly share with us the effort and significance of this humble family venture. Noreen told me just now 'KAK NONI IS SIMPLY MY ELDER SIS THAT I WAS BORN WITHOUT kan Mama? Thank You again

What can i say to that except "it was my pleasure.." i'm sorry that i had moved them into tears but its tears of joy.

i was honoured when another cousin text me yesterday to deliver her good news (in private) and i got teary eyed when i read  the reason why she text me personally..those are tears of joy too..

i rang my mom this afternoon - i've not spoken to her for almost 3 weeks and shoot me if you want to - i'm guilty as charged..i know she's been waiting for my call and the moment she heard my voice, i could hear that she was holding back her tears. she said "lama tak dengar suara..". as usual, i diverted her attention, telling her about my girls' antics and i succeeded; simply because i want to avoid any drama. she was telling me about my brother's upcoming wedding and i could tell that she's really happy to see him finally settle down. mom spoke highly of her future daughter in law and i hope she will treat  my mom like her own.

i'm glad that i've been, am and will continue to be loved and thought by many, come what may under any circumstances...