At last...

After 7 years of  blood, sweat and lots & lots of tears, i finally did it! Alhamdulillah..
 

No words can describe my gratitude to my better half/pillar of strength/driving force/ saviour/proof reader/editor who helped me get through the hardtimes..and also to my 2 girls for their moral support, hugs and understanding..

 

thanks to my siblings, extended family members & friends for the encouragement & wishes; especially to my  mom & sis in law for their tireless du'a and believing in me more than I believe in myself. my mom was so relieved that I finally finished and passed the course.  And of course to my bff  who cheered me up  when i was feeling down and congratulated me with "i told you!!"

 

some people may say, whats the big deal (orang lain pun buat masters jugak ek eleh) ..well, it is a big deal for me!

 

studying for exams reading & writing to complete  courseworks and thesis at my "young age" is not easy mind you! One of the moms at aliyah's school said "that makes it more admirable"

 

so whats next?? Kamar asked me to take a break for a year or two before even thinking of doing/studying further..

 

for self treat and reward, I made my way to Vic Centre this afternoon and got a dangly thingy.

 

love them both lots..

this is a  post which I hijacked from my aunty's blog.. it just brought tears to my eyes..

http://tokmarambling.wordpress.com/2014/09/18/through-thick-and-thin



I love them both..especially the older one Ayah Cik for he's like a father to me. its not easy growing up without a father whom I lost when I was barely 14 years old.  Cik Aman jangan jeles ya.. you are  like my closest childhood friend & a favourite  uncle cos we are just one year apart.

this song would fit this post perfectly. 
He aint heavy...he's my brother...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jl5vi9ir49g

take care ayah cik and cik aman and cik zah & aunty glam..

me & cik aman & aunty marina (aka aunty glam) and cik zah & big missy

 we come from a big family.. ni part of CIK NIK MOH  CLAN..

kamar & cik aman went back a long time ago...

Homework time

Sunday afternoon after nasi lemak lunch....homework and dissertation.

Self treat

What a difference compared to last year's big day. This must be the  worst birthday ever in my adult life. Still struggling to finish off the thesis, half way thro when i only have 4 critical  days before submission.

 

But i'm still happy and grateful nevertheless..my darling hub wished me happy birthday when he woke me up for solat subuh. Lil missy ran down the stairs & gave a hug. She initiated the bday card thingy. But i must say the best bday prez comes fr my big missy. She came into the kitchen this morning & gave me a biggg hug. She's not a "huggy" type and her gesture got me teary eyed for a bit.. And she told me to take it easy today even tho i have so much to do. Dont work as hard as u usually do cos its yr birthday, she said. She went to Matt's house yesterday after school to do their homework and after that got Matt to help her bake a cake to have at tonite's dinner.  She doesnt know how to bake but Matt does. My sis in law & hub asked what i want to eat for dinner tonite & we decided for an indian takeaway..

 

and my best friend Yan sent me a birthday message and phoned this morning..

 

Anyway, its just another day, another  year older..i just hope to be continuously blessed with good health and happiness, good friends and course loved endlessly by the loves of my life.    

 

We are sweet 16

Spending our 16th anniversary in a pod, watching the rain, cuddle cuddle (jgn muntah sapa yg baca ya!)

Hayfield campsite is the perfect place to spend time together. Peaceful & quiet. Very clean & good facilities. Lovely walk by River Sett.

we are 16

we are 16 on Saturday 6/9/2014 but I have decided to write this post a day ahead because we are going away for the weekend and chances are there will not be any internet connection at the campsite.

we had  16 years wonderful years  together since the day we decided to "take the chance"  and hoping for many more to come.  happiness in marriage is a moment by moment choice, a decision to love, forgive and grow old together.. and i want to grow old with the man who came into my life 16 and half years ago.

this video was put together and captioned  by big missy, lil missy decided on the singer because daddy likes Abba, I compiled the photos and chose the song because I don't want anything too cheesy.